Facebook de-activation

Hello to all my lovely bloggy peoples. This is going to be my portal to the world again now. I have deactivated my facebook and I hope I never ever go back there. It is very sad as I have a lot of lovely friends on Facebook. A lot of journal friends who I hope will find me here. I did think of re-activating under an alias, but then that wouldnt be me. Not the real me. One of my friends that I have been friends with for over ten years has upset me and other people got involved and it all got very silly. It was the final straw for me. Ive been a bit fed up with it anyway. But that made my decision for me. I will come into my blog as often as I can. I will miss the games, but even they were getting boring. Anyway, enough of Facebook. ooooh this new look blogger is not to my liking. Im not sure how to really use it. Ive got to learn how to put pictures and links on again! Its all new!! Ive been struggling since my operation. Ive been in a lot of pain. Its been so bad that Ive had to take morphine. The morphine does not help at all. All it does is make me feel strange! I had constant pain for three days. Yesterday it subsided, thank heavens! It really was doing my head in. Tonight its threatening to come back again. Im trying my best not to over do it. I see the consultant on 25th May. Hopefully he will be able to advise which exercises Im supposed to be doing. Ive started sewing again, I try not to sit at the sewing machine too long. Im making the owls again. I love making things and sewing. Its so satisfying. Our Mr P has been with us for nearly a year now. Where has that year gone? He really has settled with us. He has been hardwork and he is hardwork but he's really settled. He attacks me a lot with his teenage mocking and answering back. Its always aimed at me for some reason. It gets me down sometimes. He's lovely to everyone else and then turns on me. Its also very hard when he completely ignores me. I get very frustrated. But with the downs are the ups and he can be such great fun. Tomorrow we have social workers coming to see us about a permanent placement, a little 10 year old girl. If all goes well she will be with us for long term and will be with us by the end of August. Fingers crossed it all goes well for us tomorrow. Well I will chat again with you all soon. Love Lainey Laine xxxxxxx