Wednesday, 19 November 2008

It's 5.42am

Well it's 5.42am - I've been up for an hour now. What a horrible time to not sleep. I was laying awake for ages. Tossing and turning. No point staying there. Trouble is I have to get up at seven so no point going back to bed is there? It would be too hard to get up again. Least Im up now and I dont have to do it again! Oh excuse me Im talking a lot of mumbo jumbo!! Hee hee, mumbo jumbo, not heard that for a while!



My back has been bad - I had horrendous pain last night. Hence why I cant sleep. My fidgety leg syndrome dont help either! Least I have nothing to do this morning but take the boys to school. I have Creative Writing at 1.45. So if I am tired at least I can go back to bed after dropping the boys off.



I have just been chatting to Nick on Facebook. Nick is Sam and Joe's cousin from their Dad's side of their family. I have known Nick since he was a tiny little baby boy. Well he was about two when I met him. He was always very close to me. Him and his brother Jason were always with me and my ex-husband. We took them everywhere with us! I used to love picking them up from school. Well Nick is now 28 and Jason is nearly 30! When I divorced my ex I lost touch with alot of his family but Nick has always kept in touch with me. That means alot to me. We were very close. Jason and Nick's mum and dad split up when they were very young and I was there for them both through all of that. Then Jason and Nick's Dad moved down to Devon. Nick and Jason Chose to live with there Dad, so we used to go down there a lot for holidays and we used to go on lots of days out with the boys. At the moment Nick is away traveling, he is in Cambodia now and he is moving on soon - cant remember where he said now! Anyway, he keeps in touch on facebook and we get to see his travels through his photos. Brilliant! He asked me if he was still my baby - awwwwww bless him - he still loves me. I dont hear from Jason anymore, but I am so so glad that Nick keeps in touch. It means alot to me. It seems funny to think that Joe is now 13 and that Nick was 13 when Sam was born!!! yikes!!!! Makes me feel old!



Now its ten to six! I wonder if I should go back to bed for an hour or shall I make a cup of tea. Think I will make a cup of tea - sounds more inviting to me! My bed does not like me at the moment.



Laine xxx

10 comments:

Stuart said...

Good choice staying up!

Stuart said...

Good choice staying up.
You could have played WOW!

Sara said...

Aww... Aunty Lainey :o)

Hope you enjoy your rest today m'dear, and that your back feels better enough to let you sleep tonight. I will send you a happy dream to dream, as a ickle bonus :o)

xxx

Delores Getmeslippers said...

I want you to go to the docs and get re-referred to a specialist about your back, please.

I'm mostly known as 'MA' said...

I was up early for me too. My automatic alarm went off so I got out of bed. Just gives me another hour with my morning reflections. I dislike having to rush around anyway. Tonight I'll be very tired though. I hope you do get some rest. 'On Ya'-ma

Missie said...

I wasn't able to sleep either. I finally got up 5:30 our time. It's going to be a long day! LOL

Melissa said...

sorry ur were in pain and it kept u up. *hugs* I hope ur feeling better. Thats so great that Nick keeps in touch. :)

Chrissie said...

I hate nights like this when you can't sleep and you know you have to be up at a certain time. Hope you get some rest. Glad you're keeping up with the nephew.
Take care, Chrissie

Indigo said...

I've had too many nights lately not being able to sleep. I think it's awesome that Nick still keeps in touch. He is handsome, with an endearing smile.

I can never go back to sleep after I wake up, so Tea it is. (Hugs)Indigo

Celeste said...

I understand about the sleep problem... I hope tonight is better